Wah, Pelangi.

Hai.

Gue sering mikir, kenapa (bagi sebagian besar orang),
kalo orang mau pacaran harus pake acara tembak-tembakan segala?
Ya, kenapa harus diminta untuk jadi pacar?
Padahal, menurut gue sih you don't ask for love. Love flows.
And all you need to do is: to go with it.

Well, at first I even thought, that love has no reason.

Iya gak sih? Lo sayang sama orang, ya tau-tau sayang aja.
Alasannya gak jelas. Kadang malah gaada alasan sama sekali.
Soalnya gue juga ngerasain kayak gitu.
Saat ini.

Apa perlu menjabarkan segunung alasan kenapa lo mencintai seseorang?
Kenapa lo sayang sama dia?
Even more confusing for me, apa perlu punya alasan untuk mencintai seseorang?
Gue sayang sama seseorang.
Ya, after all this time.
 
Dan sangat sulit bagi gue untuk ngasih satu aja alasan buat ngejawab:
Kenapa gue bisa sayang sama orang ini?

Oh, and again, after all this time.

Why can't I stop?

Oh iya.
Tadi sore, gue liat pelangi. Bagus banget.
Udah berapa tahun gue gak nemu pelangi. Dan walaupun itu cuma ilusi, gue sangat menikmati pemandangannya.
Tapi.
The most I focus on the rainbow, the harder I can see it.

Dan setelah bertahun-tahun gue gak liat pelangi, gue baru sadar tentang hal itu.

Bahwa I love looking at the rainbow.

Tapi dulu, gue gak bener-bener memantek pandangan gue ke pelangi ini.
Gue hanya..

Menikmati pemandangannya. Wonderful. Charming.

I can finally understand.
That even after the worst rain, when the sun comes shine.
There it is.
Rainbow.
Such a beautiful illusion.
Something you can't touch.
Something you can't reach.

Only something that makes you feel better.
Something colorful that you can see through.
Something so great that can always comforts you.

Then I realize, that love does happen for a reason.
But I don't need to have any reason to enjoy its wonder.

Dan sekarang gue buka mata, terus mikir, "Wah, pelangi."